Do u even lift
2023
16” x 23” x 7”
PLA plastic, light box, transparency film
$2,000 | Inquire for purchase here

Ash Hagerstrand
they/them | Brooklyn, New York

Artist Statement: I craft altars to unwellness and disability. As a sick teenager, I coped with my illness by obsessively searching the internet for self-help content. I tried to morph myself into the digital skin of athleisure models, followed fad diets promising to purge the ailments from my body. 

Using digital animation, collage, and 3D-printing, I meld the disabled body with the digital glitch to expose the false promises made by tech companies and influencers selling endless personal optimization. I appropriate and decompose images and videos of health and beauty routines, augmented by self-portraiture, 3D animation, and screen shots into baroque, maximalist compositions. I make use of the stock models used for advertising to deconstruct and, consequently, destroy ad content. No longer in service to commerce, the recontextualized images become uncanny and unsettling. I also insert myself, particularly through the use of 3D scans, which always have incomplete data that renders my body as though it were deteriorating. All of these elements are then composed like religious art. I particularly draw inspiration from Catholic reliquaries and Vietnamese home altars, which I was exposed to as part of my upbringing. The work is framed by 3D printed hands and other distorted body parts, desaturated to be bone white.

The work is rife with binary contradictions: the cyborg as a healed whole and repulsive combination of the organic and artificial, the doctor as patient, and the fetishized and fetishizer. The vaporwave-colored works have a veneer of beauty, but their beauty is undermined by the abject practices of so-called self-improvement. Ultimately, we only value the cyborg body when it masks our mortality.

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